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20_20

by Luke Jackson

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1.
I got these feelings all tied up with I got these feelings all tied Head in my hands and my heart out of sight Afraid that these feelings alright I got these feelings all tied I got a story that was taught to be true I got a story on my mind What do I do when my heart's gone and flew This love has doubled I find This story I've just got to lose This story I've just got to lose Went for a walk by the river with you The sun didn't break through the clouds But I'm not convinced it would be more beautiful If the sun had shown on us I got these feelings don't know what to do with them I got this story I can't tell But we've got this song and although it ain't long It's the closest I'll get to you I got these feelings all tied up with you I got these feelings all tied Head in my hands and my heart open wide Afraid that these feelings alright Yes I got these feelings all tied
2.
Shades 02:37
I'm sitting in a haze These months of the road are on my mind I'm looking through these dark sunglasses Hiding from a world that's just outside I'm feeling like I just can't face it Replace it with something to keep me company all the time All of the time Wrestling with expectation Yo-yoin with jubilation and the thought of separation Lord you don't make it easy You don't make it easy Smokin tokin classic Relieved when I don't have it Cause then I don't get lost in all the shit that feels so tragic Sixty dollars worth of whiskey Well it goes down so cheaply But even that can't fix me Or take back what I done to you I'm taking off these shades I'm staring my demons in the eye I'm realizing this is a confrontation that I can't just let pass me by Cause I am perfect you should know it If you don't well please don't show it If you do well then I've blown it Too bad I can see that's bull Sixty dollars worth of whiskey Well it goes down so cheaply But even that can't fix me Or take back what I done to you Take back what I done to you Take back what I done to you What I done to you What I done to you What I done to you
3.
On my mind Trying to climb There's a hole up there Look at the ring of sun So high above Can I reach, reach Climbing up these walls Slippery with memory Lose my grip on the moment And I crash to the ground To the ground Whoa to the ground Can't look left, I can't look right This tunnel vision clouds my sight Grabs my heels, steals my strength And I crash to the ground To the ground Whoa to the ground It's time that I need Then I'll be free I'm on my knees I am scared That I'll never I'll never I'll never I'll never get out I'll never get out I'll never get out
4.
Shoulder 04:24
I see a field of tall grass We lay hidden looking up I see an empty beach overflowing With this new love I see a path, laid out before me And a blanket around my shoulders I'm gonna fall, gonna fall hard Into this thin air I'm gonna breath, gonna breath deep The smell of you The smell of you I can see, you standing before me Like a flood light from the sky I know there's no denying The beauty of this gift before me I can feel the grace above me And the hand of god on my shoulder I'm gonna fall, gonna fall hard Into this thin air I'm gonna breath, gonna breath deep The smell of you Maybe I could stop waiting Maybe I could be brave and Face this life without fear and Take you by the hand I can walk feather heavy Solid weightless calm and steady Rolling with what lays before me And you stand by my shoulder I'm gonna fall, gonna fall hard Into this thin air I'm gonna breath, gonna breath deep The smell of you
5.
20_20 04:24
Lately I've been driving but my eyes ain't on the road They been glued to the mirror I'm rolling down a side street, around and around I go Hoping I'll get back to, where I started before I can't keep from thinking That I've gone a bit crazy To have let you go so easy And I can't keep from thinking My reasons for leaving were shaky But most of all I wish you were here 20_20 hindsight, you got me going 20_20 hindsight, what do you think you're showing Of course I miss her, we both know it was beautiful But I know now, it's time to go Cause I'm looking to the future Hoping that's just where we'll meet I'm staring straight past these road signs And I'm careful not to look right I can't admit it's an empty seat I keep my hand on the stick shift Knowing her's ain't there to meet I can't keep from thinking That I've gone a bit crazy To have let you go so easy 20_20 hindsight, you got me going 20_20 hindsight, what do you think you're showing Of course I miss her, we both know it was beautiful But I know now, it's time to go It's time to go
6.
What a relief to see you with someone new The pressure's off, there's nothing left to lose I should feel hurt if we were meant to be But I've got through the worst and now you've set me free Cause I can only see you from a distance No matter how close we stand And I'm powerless against this resistance We should walk away as fast as we can The slate is clean, it's looking bright and new I wish you well, but I got shit to do Cause I'm in love, nothing to do with you It never left and I will see it through Cause I can only see you from a distance No matter how close we stand And I'm powerless against this resistance We should walk away as fast as we can What a relief to see you with someone new The pressure's off, there's nothing left to lose Cause I can only see you from a distance No matter how close we stand And I'm powerless against this resistance We should walk away as fast as we can Just gotta walk away Just gotta walk away Just gotta walk away Just gotta walk away
7.
The Glow 03:53
To see you, to hear you Puts me in the doorway Of a home I used to love To see you, to hold you Well it makes me want to stay What's inside this house is enough The look in your eye stops me from giving up You're back in my life standing in the rain And for hours and hours my body, it felt so cold But in my chest, I felt the glowing of a coal The warmth I felt, I just can't ignore A minute of your time, it's more that I can hold It's more than I can bear Yes a minute of your time reminds me what I left This pain is only fair Yes a minute of your time, well, it's dangerous to me It can turn me all around But I'm asking for a chance, have you walked away for good Never to return Never to return Never to return
8.
Well I hoped that you were gone But you'll, you'll never leave You'll be right there at the edge of my sleep Won't you leave me alone And give a man some peace Well I hear your voice from the back of the room Well it ain't no thing, I'll see her soon You'll be right there at the edge of my sleep Won't you leave me alone And give a man sweet release Well I hear your voice from the back of the room Well it ain't no thing, I'll see her soon Well you'll be right there at the edge of my sleep Won't you leave me alone And give a man sweet release

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This album has taken a long long time to make. But strangely I still like it, and am proud of it! I worked with so many lovely, talented and good hearted people on this project and we poured as much creativity as we could into it. I've been a musician since I was a small child banging on my first snare drum and it feels like my extensive and varied musical experience since have all come together for these 8 tracks.

Thanks to everyone who helped on this project and especially for the support of my lovely wife.

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released July 12, 2020

All songs written by Luke Jackson (I Got These Feelings co-written with Maisie Dolan)

Produced by Luke Jackson and Noah Bernstein, with production help from Tim Karpulus.

Engineered by Luke Jackson, Noah Bernstein and Tim Karpulus.

Mixed by Luke Jackson

Mastered by Timothy Stollenwerk - Stereophonic Mastering

Drums, Guitar, Vocals - Luke Jackson
Saxophone, Clarinet - Noah Bernstein
Guitar, Keys - Tim Karpulus
Bass - Andre Zapata, Andrew Jones
Keys - Akila Fields

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Luke Jackson Portland, Oregon

I live in Portland, OR. I play drums and guitar and I sing and sometimes I play banjo. I think this album is fun...it took me a long time to make and a whole lot of lovely people helped. Have a listen.

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